[ he exhales, and glances back at Diluc easily as he performs the last bits of locking up on the tavern. Mulls over that question, before he realizes: he doesn't want to talk about sumeru anymore.
he doesn't want to talk about khaenri'ah anymore. it's a sour subject, one he prefers to mull on his own. one that he doesn't expect anyone to understand. ]
The drinks were nice, but the atmosphere was stuffy. Probably an improvement over the past.
But is that really all you want to talk about? To worry about my attraction to another land?
Surely, even you can come up with more interesting topics, Master Diluc.
Yes. Unless you want to get to the heart of why you're so curious.
[ he watches him pass, and then takes up space beside him. he wishes he felt a little less mixed emotions. should he back out? should he pretend all is well?
he wishes Diluc was a simple matter for him.
he's not. maybe he never will be again.
no, he definitely will not be again. ]
After all, you're far more well traveled than I. Shouldn't I be the one interrogating you?
[ small mercies. he would be okay with silence, or he would have once. but now, silence is a quick way to invoke darker thoughts, and he'd lose his will to keep side by side with Diluc if he allowed that.
and so, he brings up the actual topic of discussion that he'd... ostensibly wanted to tease Diluc with. ]
I did have a contact from Sumeru I wanted to give to you. But given your hard negotiations, perhaps I should extract more of a price, hm~?
[ kaeya's voice lilts. diluc prickles up with a hunting look, eyes narrowed - on guard, but not quite sure why he needs to be. the reason becomes clear soon enough. ]
he really did say it. there's a moment of sincere surprise that Diluc, someone he had pegged as so reticent, would actually try to defeat his teasing with that bluntness, and yet... ]
[ the look on diluc's face can only be described as someone having eaten an entire barrel of unripe apples. but the look he gives kaeya is exasperation-made-form, lines of it trailing along the contours of diluc's lips like a river returning to its primordial bed.
Sometimes, at least. Other times, because it's fun.
[ he glances at Diluc, debating, a little too visibly, how crude he wants to be in this moment. but, it's nice to be this open with him. less guarded, while his mind is distracted. ]
[ he dances around answering that question, for a myriad of reasons. To keep the conversation light, to keep himself and Diluc entertained. To never let on his true feelings.
All true. And all, he wanted to forget, as long as they had this brief moment of peace. ]
And to be clear: I did think your invitation had something to do with the fact that you decided to stick your tongue down my throat.
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[ he exhales, and glances back at Diluc easily as he performs the last bits of locking up on the tavern. Mulls over that question, before he realizes: he doesn't want to talk about sumeru anymore.
he doesn't want to talk about khaenri'ah anymore. it's a sour subject, one he prefers to mull on his own. one that he doesn't expect anyone to understand. ]
The drinks were nice, but the atmosphere was stuffy. Probably an improvement over the past.
But is that really all you want to talk about? To worry about my attraction to another land?
Surely, even you can come up with more interesting topics, Master Diluc.
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Is that your way of saying that you don't want to approach this topic anymore?
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[ he watches him pass, and then takes up space beside him. he wishes he felt a little less mixed emotions. should he back out? should he pretend all is well?
he wishes Diluc was a simple matter for him.
he's not. maybe he never will be again.
no, he definitely will not be again. ]
After all, you're far more well traveled than I. Shouldn't I be the one interrogating you?
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[ but kaeya's reticence is clear. diluc looks to the stars, and continues to walk. the night is long. ]
Fine. Change the subject, then.
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[ small mercies. he would be okay with silence, or he would have once. but now, silence is a quick way to invoke darker thoughts, and he'd lose his will to keep side by side with Diluc if he allowed that.
and so, he brings up the actual topic of discussion that he'd... ostensibly wanted to tease Diluc with. ]
I did have a contact from Sumeru I wanted to give to you. But given your hard negotiations, perhaps I should extract more of a price, hm~?
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This is about the spiced wine again.
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Don't look so serious, I wouldn't ask for something that might wound your pride.
[ probably ]
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But, you're welcome to try, and to start negotiations all over again, if my help is that anathema.
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[ really. ]
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I only have the best in mind for you and Dawn Winery!
[ he places his hand over his heart, in a mock wound. how much is an act? how much is truth? it doesn't matter. ]
Surely, repairing the relationship between yourself and the Knights is enough?
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Is that so? My relationship with the knights seem passable tonight.
[ after all, are they not walking side by side? ]
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[ he laughs softly, lowering his hand, and with it, his dramatics. ]
I had always considered 'our' relationship different. But, I see.
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scaldingly: ]
I had my tongue down your throat less than ten minutes ago.
[ did this need to be said, says he. and if his ears seem red - well, who can say beneath red hair. ]
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he really did say it. there's a moment of sincere surprise that Diluc, someone he had pegged as so reticent, would actually try to defeat his teasing with that bluntness, and yet... ]
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How difficult was that for you to say, Diluc? Even after everything--
[ another laugh, and then he calms himself. ]
I was teasing.
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diluc slowly shakes his head. ]
You're incorrigible.
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But, I suppose that's how it is for someone who prefers innuendo to saying what they mean.
[ he glances over at him, takes in the view of that exasperated look, and forgets himself for a moment. A thaw in the ice surrounding his mask. ]
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I thought I was being clear. Were you not the one who prefers teasing to honesty?
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Sometimes, at least. Other times, because it's fun.
[ he glances at Diluc, debating, a little too visibly, how crude he wants to be in this moment. but, it's nice to be this open with him. less guarded, while his mind is distracted. ]
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You say consideration. I say it's another form of amusement. Do you not have enough things to do to amuse yourself in other ways?
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For now, you should worry about tonight.
[ he dances around answering that question, for a myriad of reasons. To keep the conversation light, to keep himself and Diluc entertained. To never let on his true feelings.
All true. And all, he wanted to forget, as long as they had this brief moment of peace. ]
And to be clear: I did think your invitation had something to do with the fact that you decided to stick your tongue down my throat.
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You made the first move. I merely finished it. [ ... ] Am finishing it, I suppose.
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